I am no Siren

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<sup>In the lapse of time, a new horse had join this little love fest. Strangely, it was a mare, one I could tell from her scent, and her approach. Calming myself, I gazed at each present and attempted to recall some of the ones I did not know as well and their connection to the others already here. There was Shiva, of course, and I had known him from childhood. Kamen as well, and the stallion he had showed up with, Crucio, who was the father of Shiva and a friend of my mother's. Ana was an old warrior who had fought in my mother's time, and I assumed from her stance besides him, a friend or lover of Crucio. And then the scent of one I had only recently met, a new dark mare that was keen on Kamen, who was apparently keen on me. See? What did I tell you? Nothing but a good old love fest.

Please. So now that I knew everyone was connected in some way or another, I remained silent for a few moments, allowing their words to seep into my brain. First the stallions duked it out, saying which was tougher and why, the usual stuff and nonsense that comes from the mouths of males. And then Ana spoke spiteful words to Shiva, and me. I listened hard and tried to remain calm, but I felt the fury I was famed for moving through me, filling my darkened soul with the sweet taste of anger and rage. My blood pounded, my heart beat increased, my lungs worked over time supply air to my agitated body.

Like a berserker of old times, I felt my body preparing for battle, the cost of little matter to me at the present. All I knew was then and there, and I was ready to fight off these horses if the need came about. I was their fucking Queen, and they had little business medaling in my life. Had I wanted their opinions and objections, I think I would have asked for them. I sent a glance at Shiva, my hazel orbs alight with fury, but not at him. The poor horse was caught in the web between Kamen and I, and his father, Crucio. Parting my lips, I vented the words that my brain pieced together, the venom of them seeping out in smothering portions.

Crucio I don't give a rat's ass for who you are here to speak with. I am your Sovereign and in being such, you will address me when I call for it. You will not put me off until another day, when it suits you.

Kamen, if it is a fight you are looking for, then it is between you and I, not Shiva. I invited him, and it is I who will settle this if we need to carry on like the testosterone driven stallions you are.

My words were cold and laced with cruel deeds and intentions. And each thing I spoke I meant. Turning to Ana, I added bitterly.

A child can not be held accountable for the sins of their parents.

When my words were finished, I turned my cool glare back towards Kamen and bared my ivories, ready to fight if I had to. This nonsense had gone on long enough.</sup>

[Kamenwati]

Banner shook rigidly as the thought of him fighting with Laioni crossed his mind. Like hell he's going to fight with her. Stepping back out of the water he moved off to the side watching a new mare enter. It was Anastasia. Crucio's mare. Banner shook yet again ridding the flys from his thorns. If you want a fight Laioni. Then we shall do it else where. For now the past is long gone. So there is no need for us to keep going. He said turning to face the other way. Whipcords slashed out roughly behind his haunches as he moved further towards the forest. If there was to be a fight amongst two old friends. That's right I said old friends. Then a fight will occur. Just as long as that mangy colt doesn't show up, then there will be problems. A rough snort was given in disgust as he moved off in the other direction. You can have all the hell of a fun you want Laioni. Just don't come crying when someone hurts that black heart of yours. He snapped, then quickly trots away.

Skull shook in disgust. My apologies Miss Laioni. He said turning just as Anastasia approaches. The look in her eyes wasn't very pleasing, but it'll do. A sly smile appeared upon his lips as he moved to stand beside her. Whipcords lashed out violently against his hind quarters while listening to the Princess and his mate. A heavy sigh was given. He'd go after his son another time, but today was just a boring day. Banner shook as bordem started to sink into his body. If you'll excuse me, I must get to back to hell. He said giving a dip towards Laioni and a sly glare towards Shiva. Don't worry Shiva you life is spared today, but later on it wont be. But Crucio wont leave. He's just going to enjoy the talk amongst the two mares. If Shiva wish to say something he'd better hold his tongue.


{{Rebirth is still there, but im not going to post with her just yet. until things get interesting.}}

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<sup>Narrowing my eyes, a dangerous light glittered in them. I was not a horse to be trifled with, and I found the current talk and events unfolding not to be of my liking. I watched as Kamen turned and trotted away, retaining as much dignity as he could. I had a feeling that what had just occurred was not going to end with what had just happened. Sure, the present issue had been settled, but I had a notion that I had not see the end of what was happening. I could not be sure whether I understood what was going on, or whether I liked it, but the thing I could be sure of was that I had prevented blood, mine and others, from being split. When fighting was unnecessary, I considered it a victory to avoid it. Though the dark blood cursing through my bodice called for it, for a fight was something that I had not had in a long while...

Though I knew it was undignified, I would have the last words with Kamen. Raising my voice, I threw my words after his retreating form.

Then I shall summon you when the need arises and we shall settle this in the only way a Dark knows and sees fit! And don't concern yourself for my well being, I can take care of my own dark heart!

Anger poured off of my hide like sweat, tainting my hide with a fierce glow that just added to my beauty. Red flickered in my hazel eyes as I imagined a fight with Kamen, the son of one of my mother's once most trusted allies. Already I could taste the hot metallic flavor of his blood on my tongue. I relished it. Turning back to Shiva, ignoring the others present, I gave him a seductive smirk. Flicking my tail, I said in a loud voice, louder then necessary so that it would reach the ears of Kamen.

Now that the disturbance is gone, perhaps you would like to take this lovely conversation elsewhere.</sup>

[Stars ♥]

Laughing, I turned my attention back to my queen, glad to know that she wasn't interested in anything from Kamen except for a fight. And as for Crucio, well, she dismissed him and then ignored all in the area but me. Nodding my head in respect to Ana, I ignored my so called father and walked closer to Laioni.

"Of course my Queen, I would love to go somewhere else. Somewhere away from that bastard. Miss Ana is qute the company though." Snorting, I rolled my eyes about Crucio, and stepped closer to Laioni.

Kamen had left without so much as a glance, trying to keep the tiny bit of pride that he still had after Laioni whipped him clean of it. With him gone, I could easily take after Laioni and court her once more. With Crucio here, I couldn't be fooled. I knew that Crucio was here to destroy my chances of anything in life. Why the hell else would he show up in a time like this? Besides, it would be embarassing, wouldn't it. Having a son who might become King of the Darks and rule over you?

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<sup>I eyed each horse in turn as they either left, remained, or just wandered a few steps away. Relief flooded through me as the situation was temporarily resolved. But knowing Crucio and Kamen, this was far from resolved. Rolling my eyes, I pushed past the thought of having to deal with this later, instead, I thought hard on the present. Turning back to Shiva, I gave him a wink. I began to trot along the river, tossing my head to indicate I wanted Shiva to follow. My steps were light and swift as I traveled along the soft soil of the land bordering the fast moving water. My ebony tendrils bounced at each step I took, flicking my hair in a crazed dance along my dappled neck.

The horses I had left, minus Shiva, were simply smudges in the distance, but still I carried on, not wanting them to interrupt again. I growled slightly, under my breath, in annoyance as I replayed the scene over again in my head. It still bothered me that any horse thought that they could dictate what I could and could not do. Bastards.

Finally I halted, my lean bodice pulling to a swift and tight stand still. The river was quick moving and deep looking from where I stood. I watched for a moment as the water coiled and played and danced, oblivious to the nature of everything besides its own existence. Shifting my gaze, I eyed Shiva, waiting for him to take a spot next to me so that we might continue what had been left off. The interruption only encouraged me more.

So, where were we?</sup>

[Stars ♥]

I, still ignoring the others, followed my Queen lovingly, watching her anger flare up at the thoughts she was thinking. She stopped by the edge of the river, the others left almost out of sight. Stopping next to her, I watched the river stir, and then bent my curvature down to take a drink.

The smooth liquid was nothing like what I'd drank back home, but it would do. It still quenched my thirst. Regaining my stance, I looked over at her, admiring that grey pelt with black tresses. Grinning, I nipped at her shoulder, not drawing blood, but it was a love bite, one that would let her know how much she meant to me. I felt like a softy Light for a moment, expressing my feelings in a non violent way.

But I had to let my Queen know that she was more than a Queen to me. I considered her a potential mate. What Toxic would say to that, I have no clue, but I didn't care right now. "Laioni, if I may ask, if you chose me to be your mate, your King, what would become of my herd and those in it? They would fall under our rule, would they not?" I had worked damn hard to get those bitches, and I would not see them sold off like slaves to another dark brute.

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<sup>For a moment nothing was said. Shiva approached, stood besides me, and uttered no words. Instead he took a long drink, and I did the same. The sweet water quenched my thirst, my throat sore from the anger words that had just been swapped. I was still far from settled down. I wanted blood, and to kill, and to wreak havoc. Startled, I found myself shaking. Not from fear, or cold, but from anger and hate. Disgust was etched in my bodice as my dappled from trembled. When my thirst was taken care of, I realized how hungry I was. Lowering my dial, I let my teeth savagely rip luscious green blades from the ground, tearing their roots up with as much force as I could. They were quite delicious, but their sweetness was lost on me, for my mind was to busy else where to pay attention to the tasty morsel I was munching on. When Shiva spoke, I nearly choked on my mouthful. Eying him, I shallowed and then parted my lips.

Aye. They would dwell in my home with us.

My words were uttered toneless, flat. I had felt the graze of his teeth upon my flesh and sent him a coy wink. Silently I mulled over his words, not quite sure what I should say, or if I should say anything. But he deserved to know what was on my mind. Parting my ebony lips again, I reluctantly let my words leak out.

Shiva, please do not assume anything. If you wish you may try to tame my heart. But far easier mares are out there willing to fall for you, I am sure.</sup>

[Stars ♥]

Smirking, I didn't answer right away. I knew that it would be a long hard battle to tame that black heart of hers, and that others would be going for it as well. The name of Kamen came into my mind, and I snorted, furious all over again. Stomping into the water, I waded in up to my chest, submerging my head enough to feel the cool water running over it. Relieving my burning lungs, I brought my head back above the water.

Shaking it, the black tresses on my dial stuck to my face, making it a little irritating. But even then I did not speak to her. Instead, I let the silence build up. Walking slowly from the river, I shook myself off, then rolled silently in the grass. I know, not much about it, but I needed to think of my answer. So when I righted myself, I munched on some grass. I needed to have a good answer to speak back to her. Finally it came to me.

"I agree Laioni. There are lots of easier mares to claim out there. In fact, I have four back home all fighting to be my mate. Only I have one mare that is already in that spot, the one that was here before the Gods disappeared. Toxic Tears. You might not remember her. She was born the same time as me, two years before yourself." Continued to munch on some grass, I thought about what to say next.

"I will try with all my being to be that one stallion to claim that dark heart of yours. I want to be that one stallion who gets the Queen to love him. I want to be, and will be, that stallion who triumphs over all others by any means necessary." Dipping my head in respect, I wanted to show off what I would do, but instead, I kept it to myself. She would know in due time.

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<sup>With vague interest, I watched with keen eyes as Shiva fought a mental battle, breaking down barriers inside his head to come up with the right words and phrases linked together, ones that would please me no doubt. When his search came up with none, I blinked hard when he thrust himself into the cool whirling depths that flowed before us, charging the liquid barrier until he had ventured in as far as was safe. Submerging himself, I watched with fascination as he allowed the fast moving water to blanket him, smoothly covering nearly every inch of his handsome body. It seemed like he stayed that way for ages, the land was still and unmoving, as if the world was holding its breath along with him. And then, when he no longer could ignore the frightful burning that filled his chest as his lungs sought the clean oxygen, he returned to the surface. And to me, it seemed like the realm itself released a collective sigh, as if it was satisfied that Shiva had risen from the water.

Perhaps the cold water had cleansed his mind, or cleared his troubled thoughts, for now it seemed like he knew the correct words to say. And after he had uttered them, I felt my own head begin to turn fuzzy when I found that I too lacked the right words to reply to him with. Instead, I approached were he stood and placed myself next to him. With gentle teeth, that could do as much harm as they could good, I pulled the drying tendrils from his face, careful because of the sensitive skin around all horse's mugs. With a smile, I uttered quietly.

Much better.

And then I returned to silence. Comptenplating what to say next, I finally replied.

Then all I can say to you is good luck. Wooing me shall be no walk in the park. But if you insist upon trying, I shall not stop you.

But I must say, that a King of mine shall never bed with a mare besides myself. It is only fair that I warn you.</sup>

[Stars ♥]

After a few minutes, my words had disappeared from the air, flowing right into my Queen's tiara. And now it was her turn to be lost for words. I waited for a moment, and shook myself again, ridding excess water from my coat. And then she removed all the tresses that stood in my way, clearing my vision.

"Oh Laioni, I have saved myself for you and only you. I have a mate in my herd, but only so that the those damned wenches will leave me be for a moment. I have a mate in hopes that I will finally find peace in my own home! I wouldn't ever stray from your side if you chose me. Why would anyone wander from the greatest thing in the world?"

Oh yes, sappy. I has many sides. You might call me bipolar. I could be so dark that I doesn't care who I kill. After all, I take after Crucio. And then I could be so sweet to those I love that I was almost.....dare I say it.....neutral. But love does crazy things to a man.

"And I wouldn't expect taming your heart would be a walk in the park. And honestly, I wouldn't want to tame your heart, I love the way it is now, wild and free. As long as it belongs to me, I'm happy. I simply wish to make you mine, and make me yours."

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<sup>I had to admit, Shiva was a...touching person at heart. On most occasions, I would not stand for the irritating sappiness of such conversations, but I found that as I stood there, I swelled deeply with satisfaction at his clever words. While I knew that most horses chased me for my beauty and my position, I had never really known any to be sensitive or at least thoughtful of the fiery beast that I was. A slight grin played on my lips when I thought over what he had said, the words mulling around in my head as I mentally savored their flavors. He was right, my heart was a heart that could be sweeten, lulled, even pacified. But never tamed. My parents had both allowed the other to domesticate their hearts, and when a crisis occurred, it had left them both bleeding inside. Narrowing my eyes, I quickly reminded myself never to allow myself to fall into such a snare as they had. Turning my attention back to Shiva, I gazed at him with my lovely hazel eyes.

For a few moments, I uttered nothing. Instead, I allowed my dial to sweep low to the ground. Parting my powerful teeth, I quickly snipped the blades from their roots, savoring the fresh and watery taste of the grass. Shiva's grazing had reminded me of just how hungry I was. After I was satisfied, I parted my lips and silently let out a stream of words.

Are you suggesting you are a virgin, Shiva?

I found this slightly amusing, but I did not bring it up in our conversation.

And still you wish to make me yours, though swaying me may take months, even years?</sup>

[Stars ♥]

"Oh my Queen, I am by no terms a virgin. I've had my fair share of wenches before. But I understand that if I am to be with you, that I bed no others." Munching for a while on some grass, I chewed thoughatfully. She thought that I was a virgin? The monsterous beast that I am? Ha!

"Laioni, I never give up a good chase." Snorting, I swung my head around to face her, my body passing by hers, my scent clinging to the little hairs on her pelt. The mixing of our colors was magical. Grey meets black, in a swirl like that of smoke. Walking a few paces away, I smiled, showing the sharpness of my ivories.

"And now, the courting begins." Laughing, I tossed my head, suddenly full of energy. Takking off across the feild, I whickered for her to follow, beckoning my queen with the call of courtship. My daggers thrust upon the ground, tearing the dirt and grass up, chunks of it flying out behind me. Not stopping to wait for her, I knew that she would catch up. Mares always caught up.

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<sup>I stifled a laugh as my question and confusion was clarify. Not a virgin? Ah, makes sense. And if he had indeed been a virgin, I was not all that sure that he would have...impressed me. And certainly he had had his fair share. War and merely being darks were all factors that encouraged promiscuous behavior. After all, stressful times often called for release. Letting a small smile flutter to my lips, I held it for a few moments dutifully, until it died upon my lips, growing limp like the broken wings of a delicate butterfly. My mane began to itch and feel strange, and I nearly laughed when I discovered that part of it was merely falling down my neck on the wrong side. With a flick of my nape, the tresses flung themselves the correct way, righting themselves smartly as they clashed boldly with my brilliant grey hues.

Watching Shiva with curiosity, and mild apprehension, he seemed serious and firm enough to please the part of my mind questioning just how interested he was. And though I mentioned to him that courting would be difficult and a long process, still he seemed intent to try anyways. For a moment I wanted to bring up a serious question, but silently I bite my lip and kept quiet. When he flung himself forward and a dazing run and bellowed his intent for me to follow, I rolled my eyes in an amused way. With a shriek of my own, I bounded after him, my tiny limbs beating the ground faster then his to gain ground and match his pace. The harsh, biting wind swept my tassels back, letting them stream behind me in a crazy streak of ebony colors. Parting my lips, I hissed to him.

And do you have a plan? This is your court after all.</sup>

[Stars ♥]

I almost tripped over a log while I watched Laioni run up next to me, quickly catching me. As I said, mares can haul ass. Next to me she yelled loudly about my courting plan. Ah, but why would I want to spoil the fun? If I told her, then she would be ready for anything that I threw at her. And then how would I be the one to win her over? She would know every curve ball that I would throw at her!

"My dearest Laioni, you must understand. I can't divulge that information, else you find out just how I plan to make you mine. And what kind of fun would that be? You might just choose that loser Kamenwati." Snickering at that name, I almost lost my footing as that wave of laughter passed over my features.

Not slowing, I tossed my head, energy high in my body. I would prove to her that I was the stallion she needed. Someone fierce and strong, yet playful and young. One who could keep her life filled with fire and passion. That was me. All of a sudden I leaped into the air, bucking and rearing while running. The adrenaline was really pumping now.

"And what is on your mind at this very moment my dear, for I can see something brewing in that devious hed of yours."

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<sup>For a second, I felt uneasy. I was so accustomed to being the one in control, the one to dictate what was to happen and when. For an instant a stab of panic flashed through me, uncertainty trailing it. I did not let the emotion reach my features, my maw staying completely expressionless. I could feel wary and unsure, but I would not let it show, especially to one of my followers. But fine, if this was the way he wanted to go about his courting, then I would allow it, however much it pained me. If his plan was to keep me on my toes, then I admit, it would be somewhat of a clever strategy. But if you must know, I am quick on the uptake, and a very, very, fast learner. Shiva wanted to surprise me, so he will. For a moment I pondered if it would impress me, whatever his antics were to be, but slowly I let my mind forget it, living instead for the moment, playing and frolicking with him like I was a child.

With a shrill, filly like squeal, I allowed my excitement to drift to the ears of any who would listen. Though it was not exactly dignified for a Queen, or even a Princess, to run amuck and shrieking with the thrill of life, I relished it. I had not lived a life that most horses had. Instead of playing and jumping and running like typical foals, I learned to debate, to fight, to know strategy, to manipulate. So suddenly I unleashed the spirit that had been dieing to be unleashed from the moment I had been born. My legs beat the ground even faster, straining as I tore across the land, and though I neared pushing myself to the limit, I savored the quivering in my muscles, the feel of being alive coursing through my veins. Parting my lips allowed the answer to his question drip through, though I was not sure that he would like it.

Its just....you are so sure that you shall win my heart. So is Kamen. But I can choose just one. And what shall you do if it do not choose you? Will you hate me, despise me?</sup>

[Stars ♥]

I smiled, watching her frolic and play. She was a fiesty one, and it would be my pleasure to make her mine. After all, there are none like Laioni, Queen of the Darks. But at the sound of her voice asking if I would hate her, I stopped in my tracks, eyes narrowing dangerously, the inner demon springing to life.

"Hate you? How could I ever hate YOU!?" Snarling, I snapped my teeth angrily, but quickly calmed down, regaining my composure. Walking now, I flicked my tail, some anger still lingering in my veins. How she could ever think that I would be mad at her if she choose that pussy Kamen instead of me, I would never know. Stopping once more, I snaked my head in her direction.

"You may choose whomever you want to Laioni, but mark my words, I will not be angry with you if you choose.....Kamen." I spit the name from my mouth, the words like a vile taste that I wanted to get rid of. Continuing to walk beside her, I waited for her to think on my words. I wanted her to really and truely think about them. They were powerful words, ones that needed to be thought long and hard about.

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<sup>His words were bitter, and that I understood. Harsh, cruel words poured from his voice box, his mind venting pent up rage that we Darks so cleverly hid from all others. I had found, and I assumed many others had also, that when rage and fury was to greatly stored within one's soul, releasing it upon the world helped greatly to numb all pain. So now Shiva struck out with his own spite and anger against my words. It struck a chord in me that many did not ever reach. It angered some deep, dark nerve that sudden erupted with displeasure and hate within me. Narrowing my eyes cooly, I did not let the emotions breach the secure walls of my face. Instead, I leaned towards him, my nose inches from his, and crisply I hissed at him.

You will not and NEVER will speak to me in those tones again. Do I make myself clear, or should I repeat myself?

My tones were dangerous, the notes briefly touching aggressive. If I had to show him a lesson, just as I had threatened to do so for Kamen, I would not hesitate. Its funny how in such situations Darks can turn in an instant from lovers to haters.</sup>

[Stars ♥]

I snarled back at her, but made sure that I stored the information she had just spat at me in my head. But still, I could not just let the hate phrase pass through one ear and out the other. What kind of stallion would I be? Not a very good one. Stamping a hoof, I rolled my eyes and stared into hers.

"Oh, I understand perfectly my Queen." Blowing loudly through my nose, I turned and continued to walk on. Surely I would be punished for my insolence? But if not, then that was fine. And if so, that would be even better. Because then, I could get haughty with her, and she would see just whos shes dealing with. But for now, I kept my calm, keeping a serene mask on my face.

"Laioni, you should really control that temper of yours better. Some might think that you can control yourself, and do things that might be bad for your throne. Of course, I need to control mine as well." Stopping, I turned my head questioningly, a thought coming to mind. "Maybe we could work on that....together." Not a question, a statement.

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<sup>For a moment I sulked, much like a child. And though I deemed immaturity a plague in the society of horses, I could not pull myself from the feeling of childish jealousy and self centeredness. I knew that it was wrong, and hypocritical of me, but hell, I was going to do what I wanted, when I wanted, no matter what it was. And if that included being a moping, selfish, pouting child for a few moments, then that was what I was going to do. I retorted his comment on my temper with my own sentence. It was weak in regards to wit and spite, and the grudging tones of it was a signal to end speaking on that topic.

I temper is in check. But you can only contain a beast so long.

Deciding I wanted to be a lover again, I sauntered up to his reassuringly warm side. Allowing my sharp ivories to graze the skin on the border of his thick tresses. Sighing gently, I quietly allowed a question to slip from my throat.

Can I trust you? And can you trust me?</sup>

[Stars ♥]

Snorting, I gathered myself and walked around her, listening for signs of anger towards me, love, sadness, pity. Nothing. So I stopped and ate some grass, the thick green tendrils oozing their water storage in my mouth. It wasn't the greatest sensation, but it would do. And she said that her temper was in check. But wait a minute. There was no hatred, no anger in that voice. It was a small voice, with some hint of sadness in it maybe?

I picked up my head, ears straight up and facing her, my eyes alert. "Of course you can trust me M'Lady. And I have trusted you ever since I was a colt." She nipped the line of my tresses, and I shivered. I returned the gesture with a weird one. A nuzzle to her jawline, my nose tracing a pattern down to her shoulder, where I nipped it. Looking into her eyes, I nodded my head, letting her know that I was serious about her trusting me.

"You can tell me anything Laioni, and trust me to keep it secret if need be."